Why am I only attracted to much older men?

I was with an older man also, my daughter's father was 25 years older than me. His daughter and I were two days apart in age. His son was older than I was by four years. We had 14 great years together but he died before me. I know that can happen to any one of any age I have lost 4 siblings before they reached the age of 45 but the chances are greater if someone is that much older than you. So it's a chance that you take but it can lead to a lot of joy and happiness. Just like any other relationship it has it's pros and cons, You have to decide if there are more pros than cons for you. That's something that only you can decide.