I am giving up.............?

I like this guy a lot but he doesn't feel the same for me. We have been having exclusively and regularly for 7 months now. I think of him and miss him all the time. I kept hoping he would treat me like his girlfriend someday but the relationship has become unsatisfied to me because I kept hoping and expecting for more thoughts and attention from him but it never happened. When we hang out, I am happy and hurt at the same time... Happy because I am with him; hurt because he doesn't treat me the way I want to be treated. He doesn't treat me poorly in any way, he is just indifferent and cold. I am now at the point where I don't even want to see him anymore although I still like him and miss him as much as I used to. When I think about him, which I do all the time, the first thing that I feel is pain, dissatisfaction, and memory of the overwhelming bad feeling I had when we hung out. He still wants to meet up once a week (probably just for ) but I have been making excuses not to see him. Now I am feeling exhausted, heart broken, surrendered to the fact that i will never have his love. When he calls me on the phone, it is so hard to pretend to be happy when my eyes are all teary. Any thoughts anybody?